Sunday, July 22, 2007

letter to my heart.

Dear heart,
What exactly is wrong with you these days? An issue is solved, now you are fighting your own war again over another. It doesn’t make me feel good that you are behaving this way. You are now beyond my control. I could feel your disappointment, your distress and something else which I really couldn’t comprehend. I’m sorry what you’ve been going through. I know it’s my mistake. Even I’m amazed of how quickly I was able to transit myself to where I’m standing now. Nothing I could have ever imagined. I had no idea what happened to me. I’ve lost track of my emotions and it feels too unreal. However, I have to constantly remind myself to face reality. Reality that I know will torment us, leaving clouds in this head, not knowing what to do for this position is all too new to me. It’s a learning process thus getting hurt is unavoidable. You have to agree with me that fate sometimes do step in at the wrong time. I know it’s hard to give up things that you really love to do. But in a situation like this where we have no choice left, we have to make a sacrifice and it’s the right time to prove this world what we are capable of. So keep hanging on, I know you are strong enough to cross the hurdle. We’ll go through it together. Just don’t break on me.
Love always,
Aman

Thursday, July 12, 2007